||[Apr. 27th, 2006|10:26 am]
Well my sunburn feels much better and is disapearing slowly into a tan. I have a cool thing that happened on Monday. I was qualified for the San Fransisco CA trip that mix 104.3 is giving away, so cross your fingers for me cause that would be really cool to win.
Still looking for a house...this is going to go on forever I swear. The house we are in is falling apart around us. So far we've had the furnace go out and about kill us and then the hot water heater just went out and created this lovely swamp in our hallway so that had to be replaced and they tore up the carpets too. Now the roof is having issues and our trees are now all over the yard. I am waiting for the next thing to give out on us.....not sure what it will be but I'm sure something will break.
I miss my sister and she's only been gone for a few days. I am just so connected to her that it's hard to accept that she is gone. but I am very proud of her for following her dream.
As the anniversary of my neices death draws nearer I feel myself getting more emotional. I keep trying to make sure that it doesn't affect my family but it's hard holding these feelings in. I miss her so much. she was like one of my own kids. I still can't get ahold of my brother....wish I could.
The ex was asked the leave the place he was living at so he is now homeless and can't see the kids. It is really affecting them to. It's driving me nuts that he can't get stable. He doesn't realize how much it affects the kids when he isn't stable.
well i think I am done ranting and raveing and stuff. I hope everyones day is good. I love you all.