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I need to post more.

[Mar. 8th, 2007|10:00 pm]

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So I haven't posted in a long time and I should do it more often. I have had a lot go on but for now the pressing issue is my husband Rob... He might Have cancer agian. It is nerve wracking to have to wait for results. I am trying to be strong but even I am faultering... I just don't feel like I am doing all I can... but I will try. With so many health issues this family is having I just want a reprieve for awhile. But I will try to keep a positive attitude. So keep us in what ever type of prayers and or meditations you do to who ever reads this. Raven.

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[Apr. 27th, 2006|10:26 am]

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Well my sunburn feels much better and is disapearing slowly into a tan. I have a cool thing that happened on Monday. I was qualified for the San Fransisco CA trip that mix 104.3 is giving away, so cross your fingers for me cause that would be really cool to win.

Still looking for a house...this is going to go on forever I swear. The house we are in is falling apart around us. So far we've had the furnace go out and about kill us and then the hot water heater just went out and created this lovely swamp in our hallway so that had to be replaced and they tore up the carpets too. Now the roof is having issues and our trees are now all over the yard. I am waiting for the next thing to give out on us.....not sure what it will be but I'm sure something will break.

I miss my sister and she's only been gone for a few days. I am just so connected to her that it's hard to accept that she is gone. but I am very proud of her for following her dream.

As the anniversary of my neices death draws nearer I feel myself getting more emotional. I keep trying to make sure that it doesn't affect my family but it's hard holding these feelings in. I miss her so much. she was like one of my own kids. I still can't get ahold of my brother....wish I could.

The ex was asked the leave the place he was living at so he is now homeless and can't see the kids. It is really affecting them to. It's driving me nuts that he can't get stable. He doesn't realize how much it affects the kids when he isn't stable.

well i think I am done ranting and raveing and stuff. I hope everyones day is good. I love you all.

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Vertigo

[Mar. 23rd, 2006|08:44 pm]

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Did you get the feeling of vertigo? Or maybe light headed at all? Well imagine those two put together and getting that feeling every20 seconds or so. I have been feeling this for the last day and a half and it is making me crazy. I am going to be calling my doc soon if it doesn't stop. I hate it. House search is on pause for a few days to give the market a chance to come up with a few prospects. Been trying to pack a few things like knick knacks and such so I don't have to do as much when we find a house. Rain leaves very soon and I am feeling anxious for her. And myself as well because I am going to miss her so much. Well I guess that is all for now. Much love to all. Raven

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Well she is leaving and the search goes on.

[Mar. 17th, 2006|02:17 pm]

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ok so we had a great time in denver. I got to see my little brother and sister. They are 4 and 6 years old. Robert and I also got to take my kids to the denver zoo. They had so much fun. I had fun too. Rain went to MEPS on friday and was sworn in on Saterday. It was really cool it also brought back a few memories of when I was sworn in the military. So she leaves this month and I am going to miss her so much. But I am very proud of her and I know that she will do great things. So I am trying to spend all the time I can with her. We are still looking for a house and we keep finding them but something happends everytime!!AAARRRGGG!!! I hope to find one soon. Everything else is going well. I guess that is all I will write for now.

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Tattoo	[Mar. 9th, 2006\|09:31 pm] ladyravenbird
I wanted to see if I could get this on my post I hope you all can see it. I love it.
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[Mar. 9th, 2006|09:15 pm]

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I am so proud of Rain. I know she is going to do so well. She left today for MEPS and I am going to pick her up in denver tomarrow after she is done. I am excited to see how things go. I will write more later when all is said and done.
Raven

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I got it

[Mar. 6th, 2006|05:45 pm]

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Well I got the tattoo today with Rain and it is so cool looking!. I am going to be taking picture of it and posting them on my pics soon. I miss the feeling of the needle on my skin, it was nice. sick I know but it feels really cool to me...like a deep tissue massage or something. The tat was done really well and I think I will stick with this artist. In other news we are trying to find a place and it gets frustrating. We have to stay within our budget and thats not a lot and finding a three bedroom is hard when they are not cheap!. We need to move out of this place and into something that will be more cost efficiant. Arrrg! ok I will stop venting now. Well the search goes on and I will post as we go on our journey of finding a new home.

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Going well	[Mar. 3rd, 2006\|11:49 pm] ladyravenbird
Well I had another very productive nobles meeting and we had a new member join although he is by far not new to the game or to our group. It is really ironic how this plays out. When I started with this Renfair group 12 years ago I started with the group a man named Jim helped run. Well this same man is the man that joined my group and now I am his guild master. I have the utmost respect for this man and to become his guildmaster is very interesting for me. I think I will handle it fine and I have so far but it's just a strange feeling. He is a wonderful addition and we will have a lot of fun this year. We are planning a lot of things and I think a lot of these things will happen the way we want them to. I just have a good feeling. Well Getting closer to getting my tattoo.....Can't wait. oh well guess I have to. Well that is all for now. Fair thee well.
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our tattoo.	[Feb. 23rd, 2006\|05:47 pm] ladyravenbird
Well It's about time and I can't wait. My sister and I are finaly getting the tattoo we have been talking about getting for 13 years now. I have to wait untill the 6th but I am not going to complain to much. The guy that is doing it is booked out for 3 months and was a sweetheart to get us in to soon. we are getting them done on the same day by the same guy one right after the other. OMG you gotta love the 80's!!! we are watching 80's strikes back. LMAO. It will be awsome to have the connection with her with the tattoo. We already have an unbreakable connection. but the visual reminder of that connection will be awsome. To know that we got the tattoo together and it's for life is awsome. She is my sister and that will never change. And Rob will irritate for the rest of her life! lol. snausages! Doh!!! ok I am getting bad. Rain and I do not have the patience to wait to get the said tattoo, but at least rains back is safe for now while she goes up to craig.lol
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my color	[Feb. 18th, 2006\|10:39 am] ladyravenbird
whatsyourpowercolorquiz/magenta.jpg" height="100" width="100"></center> At Your Highest: You energize yourself and push others to suceed. At Your Lowest: You feel frustrated and totally overwhelmed. In Love: You are suprised by who you attract. You're a love magnet. How You're Attractive: Open and free spirited, people want to explore the world with you. Your Eternal Question: "What is my next source of inspiration?"</td></tr></table> What's Your Power Color?
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